We are Donnah, my pure true love, the only girl psycho enough that I know will be at my back and me Rowan, the quiet type until it’s time to not be anymore.
We have both had our issues over the last few years, not with each other but with this fucked up stupid world full of woke sheep cretins. I don’t know about you but I value my freedom and to be honest will crush anything that tries to remove it.
The song above says all you need to know about my view on life. Yes I am a grouchy old man but having taken 52 years of absolute shit from the world, Donnah a decade and a bit less but much more pain that I could ever have suffered I think we are entitled to be slightly fuckibg annoyed with the pathetic state hum beings have come to now. Honestly sheep, passes and people to scared to admit they think life is shite and to down trodden to even try to change it.
Its real Eastenders shit sitting outside greggs seeing the girl you know will be with you forever no matter what the fuck you have to do to achieve it. But that’s how it happened. I am actually not a physical person I am truly not. Hypersensitivity disorder with Hyper Vigilence. It’s a bad mix for physical contact so be fore Donnah no one touched my in any way for over a decade and a half.
When charities can have their volunteer crew attack you and have you in hospital with suspected brain bleeds, when you have lost half your vision in one eye and your ears really ringing constantly a week later and you get arrested for ABH because you put a tiny liver spot on a single head off six attacking you the world is fucked. I’m sorry it is truly fucking bolloxed.
So because I actually listened to my Grandfather, a great man called William Clarke, (Bill), to his friends, “You cannot educate spam son you either chop it up eat it shit it out down the sewer where it belongs or you ignore it completely” So voidwalkers were born in myself and Donnah. No more playing nice as we no longer play at all.
I am starting my own personal revolution. I am going to do a 3 year very intensive meditation retreat to clear my head and get my gremlin fire shining massively again it has dulled with the mundane crap I’ve let in, I forgot my own philosophy, I genuinely do not give a fuck what the world does outside my bubble but I let that bubble pop and now I have to rebuild it. So Vipassana, White Crane Tai Chi, Yoga Nidra and massive amounts of detoxification.
I forgot the battles out there are not mine they are nothing to do with me. I did not cause and I cannot fix unless they involve me personally but what I Can do is give you all the tools to live free and make your own decisions on what is right and wrong. What you do with those tools is down to you not me.